i seldom use DA journal, but this time i want and i need to write something.
If i didnt meet her, i dont think i would cosplay in Singapore for such a long time
maybe one or two times, then gave up many yrs ago
Im so happy to meet her
i appreciate to meet her
i hid the entry which i wrote in my blog and replaced by another one
it doesnt mean we have solved all problems between us
in fact i hvnt seen her face until now n she will leave sg soon
i didnt get what i want
but
but i decided to trust her one more time, i will wait for her return n talk to me
sorry for wasting your time on worrying about what was happening between us
and thank you all for worrying about us
i know more and more people realized there were something happened between us
i know you all worried abt us
and i know all of you want us solve the problem as soon as possible
thank you for doing so many things for us
sorry that i always replied " no mood to explain" to u during this period...
im fine now
after felt sad, really sad for such a long time
im no longer a child
im can make my decision
neither, of course, will i say something like "i will quit cosplay forever"
after feeling sad because of her for such a long time, finally i realized there are a lot of people standing behind us, worrying about us
If i ignore all thess people,
i think i will do the same thing as her did before
thank you again
and
sorry again
however,
i think i still want to be friend with her
i think there are misunderstandings between us
i think we will be best friends again
what we need is time
we need time to calm down
that's why i changed my mind, i decided to wait her back
so
now it's time to look forward~
my internship will be over this week, followed by final report, presentation and FINAL YEAR PROJECT T_______T
plus i will move to my new house by end of this month
there are a lot of things need to do...
I received 10+ letters from different governmental organizations,
ask me to pay various fees...ORZ...troublesome...
感覺在被政府追債。。。。。OTZ
anyway,
decided to go EOY and cosplay with
and
now we are rushing on the costumes, hope we can finish it before EOY
actually i have no confidence on cosplaying this character
for me, it is a totally new type of character i have never done before >.<
i will try my best o(* ̄▽ ̄*)ゞ
i will treat u guys drinks on EOY because i really feel sorry to u all these days
remember to ask me to buy drinks for u when u see me in EOY
see u at EOY o(*≧▽≦)ツ